Chapter 98 Going Out Of His Mind

"What about the baby?" Rita's belly had gotten quite big by now. Emily couldn't help but stare at it.

"The baby was an accident," Rita replied nonchalantly," but I'm still going to have it."

"But... why?" continued Emily inquisitively while trying not to step on her toes. Just a little bit ago, Rita
was determined to get rid of her unborn child, and now she is so keen on keeping it. 'What had
changed?' she was wondering.

It wasn't that she minded. On the contrary, she was happy that Rita was not going through with the
abortion. But what had made her change her mind?

"David promised me all his property as long as I keep the child. I think it's a good deal, so I agreed,"
explained Rita on the same carefree tone. She followed that by a smile and a wink, as if nothing was
wrong.

In spite of her bright, large smile, Emily could not reciprocate the gesture. Uncomfortable, she quickly
changed the?subject. "Rita, have you been experiencing any nausea or vomiting lately?"

Rita nodded, "Yes."

Indeed, she had been having a hard time eating any meals at all. The simple smell of food would make
her vomit. Fruit, however, didn't trigger any unpleasant symptoms; so she ate plenty of those.

She craved cherries often, but it was not yet the season for them. So David decided to ask some
merchant friends of his to bring him a few kilos of cherries from abroad when they imported their next
batch. He wanted to keep the baby. So it was his duty to accommodate Rita's needs.

All the talk about Rita's morning sickness and cravings led Emily to the realization that her pregnancy
had really been a cakewalk compared to her friend's...too much of a cakewalk, in fact. She had not
been experiencing any side effects at all.



Rita and her got pregnant around the same time, too. So why wasn't she showing?

Perhaps Rita would have an answer for her, and she did indeed, but it wasn't a convincing answer.
"Every woman is built differently," she said," so it's normal for each pregnancy to evolve differently as
well. Don't worry about it. Besides, the baby is still too small to be felt. Everything is fine as long as you
don't have any discomfort."

But was everything just fine? It had been almost four months. Was the child really that small?

The doubts were starting to eat away at her inner peace, but Rita's argument, even though cliche, did
make some sense. Emily reasoned that if she had not had any bad symptoms at all, then everything
must still be going well. Otherwise, she would have felt something. "You're right," she told Rita.

"Of course I am. Now, what about your wound? I have brought some herbal tonics for you. They can
help speed up the healing process. Remember to eat them."

"Thank you, Rita. They will definitely help."

……

Their conversation kept going up until the afternoon. Rita had been at the Tyrone Mansion for hours by
that point, all while David was waiting outside for her. When she finally came out of the house, he
greeted her with an irate grin and an extremely tense frown.

Forcing the words out through his clenched teeth while trying to keep his calm, he inquired," You told
me you were coming to see Emily for a LITTLE while. What took you so long?"

She must have deliberately kept him waiting that long. Didn't she realize the time? What was he
supposed to do out there for all those hours?



"If you didn't want to wait for me, you could have left. I didn't tell you to stay here, did I?" With a roll of
her eyes, she confidently stood her ground while preparing her next argument in her mind.

David, however, was done arguing. Though still angry, he decided to instead take a deep breath and let
it go. "Get in the car," he asserted.

'I must have been out of my mind when I agreed to fulfill her every whim, ' David reflected silently while
Rita was getting adjusted in her seat. 'She isn't carrying a child; she's carrying an attitude."

Once both of them were in the car, with their seat belts fastened, David turned on the engine and
started driving.

He also started blasting the air conditioner to calm himself down. But it didn't take two minutes for the
whiny voice beside him to complain.

"I am cold. Turn it off."

Though he was not planning to accommodate her this time. Plus, she had no right to order him around
like that. "If you are cold, you can cover yourself up with the blanket," he said harshly.

"You are being horrible to me." The lack of an answer from him, however, caused her to behave even
more like a brat. Noticing David's struggle to swallow his words, Rita demanded," Stop the car, I want
to get off! I can't stand sitting in your car like this, Master David."

"Rita, you're exaggerating!" After a longer day of tolerating her bad temper, David was finally reaching
his limit. He had never been treated this way by anyone. Who did she think she was? Actually, the real
question was why had she changed so much?

In the past, Rita was always the one looking for ways to please him. She was the one chasing him, but
now the tables had turned and David was beginning to care too much.



"Exaggerating?" she declared on a surprised tone. "Ha! Look who's talking!" The past was starting to
crowd her thoughts.

Did he forget how he had been treating her all these past years? How he had made her feel useless,
pointless? How he insulted and humiliated her a million times, while all she did was love him? And look
at him now, getting all riled up because that love was no longer there. Why would it be?

Buried in all those memories, Rita began to release some of her thoughts. "You said you were willing to
give me everything?you?own if I kept the baby. Now, you can't tolerate me anymore. What about..."
Rita paused, drawing a deep breath. No, she wasn't going to go there. She didn't want to talk about the
past because she was too embarrassed for allowing love to turn her into such a weak person. The past
was gone, and now all she wanted was to live for herself.

The red traffic light suddenly came in her field of vision. The car stopped, and inside the car there was
complete silence.

David turned his head to look at Rita. Her chilling glare made his limbs feel weak.

Rita's eyes were dark and cold like the silent night sky. She was void of any emotions, and her
expressionless face was unsettling. It almost felt as if he was a stranger to her.

Or, to be more exact, he felt like she saw him as inferior to her.

This was not the Rita he once knew. Had this woman really changed that much? Or was she just
playing the "carrot and stick" game with him?

Eventually, Rita's anger subsided and she remained in the car. David turned off the air conditioner as
well, and for a short while the ride was actually peaceful.



Only a few minutes later, that short peace came to an end with Rita bursting into a hysterical laughter
out of nowhere.

Somehow, David had a feeling that her reason for laughing couldn't be anything actually funny. The
laughter was too evil, too forced to be so. David reasoned that it was better not to ask anything about it
and continued minding his own business. However, Rita couldn't help herself and decided to share her
thoughts.

"David, don't you find it ironic how much of a slave you've become?" Continuing to laugh even harder
at fate's irony, this time with tears coming out of her eyes, Rita murmured," Is this baby so important
that you would rather chose to be a poor man than not keep it? I used to beg you to have a child with
me, and you kept refusing. Now you're begging me!"

It was true that people were weak when they had weaknesses. However, with no attachment towards
David nor the baby, she would be fearless.

Just as the words fell out from Rita's lips, David stepped on the brake abruptly, clutching the steering
wheel. His veins were?popping?out?on?the?back?of?his?hands and neck. Without looking at her at
all, David spelled out his request by syllables," Ri-ta, get-out."

It was the wise thing to do: get out before he did something he would regret.

Aware of his anger, Rita started laughing even louder. Her words were noticeably true. He cared so
much and she felt nothing anymore. That's precisely why she decided to obey his request, in fact. She
unfastened her seat belt and got out of the car without hesitation. A taxi came by right after. He pulled
by the side of the road at her request and then she left without saying any more words.

Furious, David drove away thinking she was laughing at his anger.



He didn't make it too far before he stopped the car to calm down. His vision had turned blurry and now
he was also starting to feel remorse. After a few deep breaths, he started the car again, caught up with
Rita's taxi and followed them around while fighting off a growing feeling of regret and guilt for having left
her like that.

……

In the evening, at the Tyrone Mansion.

As Emily and Jacob were having their dinner, she suddenly remembered her conversation with Rita.
Still worried about the progress of her pregnancy, she decided to open up about it to her baby's
father–– Jacob.

To her surprise, his expression changed showing that he was taking the matter seriously. He put the
fork down, looking at her underdeveloped belly. Jacob's long stare worried her even more; so much in
fact, that perhaps if she took smaller breaths and not moved her stomach muscles, he would come up
with some comforting deduction.

"Almost four months, but it looks so small," Emily said, trying to break the silence.

As she also looked at it again, she couldn't help but think 'my belly is flat rather than small.'

Pulling his chair closer, Jacob leaned over to touch her belly. The worried expression would not leave
his face. On a serious tone, he asked, "Do you feel any discomfort?"

"No," Emily answered softly. After she had become pregnant, Emily ate and slept better than before.
She wasn't experiencing any of the regular signs of pregnancy.


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