Chapter 31 Duel [3]

I looked at the transparent blue dome that was covering the ring. Glancing at the cadets who surrounded the ring, I could roughly guess their thoughts.
It has been a few days since Lark came to me. Unlike in the novel, Lark didn't challenge Leon yet and kept harassing both of us.
I waited for a few days to see if Lark would leave me alone, but that didn't happen. And so I had no other choice but to do what I had thought of: challenging Susan to a duel.
I was already being called crazy, insane, or mentally ill. It was only the gossips being blown out of proportion, but I was going to cement those gossips as a fact.
Fighting Susan, who could defeat veterans from the frontlines, was irrational.
Furthermore, I was the challenger. Susan didn't need to suppress her rank, and I wasn't allowed to give up.
Why did I do something so extreme?
To be left alone. With this, be it Leon, Ken, or other cadets, everyone would think of me as insane and avoid me.
No one can predict the behavior of an insane person. There was no knowing what they might do in the next second.
They can harm you in one second, then become friendly the next second, and then do self-harm from guilt.
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Their ambiguity makes people anxious, nervous, and uncomfortable.
I was going too far to make sure Leon and others avoid me. But I couldn't help it.
It was Leon's fate that anyone close to him will have a miserable future.
'Maybe because I am from outside of the book, this fate won't work on me?'
'Maybe there is no such fate, and it was just some bullshit by the author?'
'Maybe my actions might create a butterfly effect and people who are supposed to die won't die?'
'Maybe there was something that wanted me to save somebody from this fate and so it transmigrated me?'
'Maybe this fate also works for me?'
'Maybe I was just transmigrated on a whim?'
I couldn't find an answer no matter how much I struggled to think of one, at least not yet.
So this was the easiest way to be alone until I grow strong enough to leave this planet. If I remained here, there was no guarantee to survive even if I became strong.
"Are you sure about this duel?"
The 3rd year student council member who had come with Anna to our class asked Susan. He was asking her if it was alright for her to waste time on such a weak person, me.
He didn't even spare me a glance as he spoke. Since I was crazy enough to challenge Susan, he just never even bothered to try to change my mind.
Wasn't he being too heartless to a junior?
I glanced around and saw a large number of cadets that had came to watch the duel. The stadium that could house hundreds of people was packed to brim.
It seemed that even cadets of other departments and grades had come to watch the duel.
'He is right. Why did she agree so easily?'
Susan wasn't someone who would pay attention to the weak. I was already prepared to taunt her subtly to make her accept the challenge. But she had accepted my challenge easily.
I didn't think much of this, though. Since the story was still in the early chapters, it would make sense that her personality was a little different from what I knew.
Not that I was against it. Had she agreed to the duel because of my provocation, she would beat me senselessly without any mercy. She was someone who would kill even a child if it was her enemy.
"Then I will begin the match."
The senior didn't question her after she nodded her head.
'I still feel like I wasted my time trying to get Olivia's attention. But at least with this, Ken and Leon would leave me alone.'
Ken would make sure to avoid anything related to Susan. She was the reason Ken had a trauma of fire.
"Huuuh…."
A long sigh escaped my mouth as I readied myself for what was coming next.
"Start!"
Following the short shout, Susan's figure blurred.
Within seconds, her figure as she swung her fist appeared before me.
I hurriedly crossed my arms. Yet the gut-wrenching blow easily smashed me against the barrier.
My back, which was now leaning against the barrier ached. My stomach felt like a furnace.
The pain inside my stomach made me think that searing lava was thrashing there.
"Haa-Blergh.."
The moment I tried to breathe again, I felt something murky fill my throat.
I used my hands to support myself as I heaved. The murky liquid splashed onto the ground, coloring its white surface yellowish and reddish. The thick acrid stench filled the cool air.
The burning pain made me tremble every time I retched.
"Stand up."
Ignoring my pitiful appearance, a merciless voice echoed.
I slightly turned my head to look at Susan, who was standing only a few feet away from me. Her unfeeling eyes, which looked deep and dark like an ocean, stared at me.
Her flawless white skin was the same as it was before the duel. There was not even a little dribble of sweat on that pale and perfect skin.
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One punch from her was enough to completely decimate me.
Yet I was feeling relieved.
'It finished.'
"Why aren't you…."
I couldn't hear her properly as my mind blanked, and I passed out on the spot.
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Leon was looking at Nathan's figure, which was about to duel Susan with complicated eyes.
For the past few days, he and Nathan were being harassed by Ken's underling.
He had seen far worse things than some pitiful kids bullying others, trying to feel superior. It wasn't hard for him to ignore such cheap provocations.
But the same couldn't be said for Nathan.
Leon could tell that Nathan was being targeted because of him. Before the harassment started, Leon had been trying to make friends with Nathan.
He felt something familiar whenever he looked at Nathan. Everyday he saw Nathan going in and out of training chambers on the training grounds.
'It's because of me.'
He felt anger boil inside himself when he heard the surrounding cadets insulting Nathan.
'He was cornered to this extent because of me.'
Leon understood that Nathan had challenged Susan out of desperation. Getting chased by a bigger fish was better than getting chased by a fish that had malice against you. The presence of the big fish would chase out any other predators weaker than itself.
'The people close to me always get hurt because of me.'
Blood dripped from his clenched fists.
He knew that Nathan was a kind person. Nathan should have also understood that he was getting targeted because of Leon.
Yet he never once said anything to Leon. He always smiled brightly and said that there was no need to worry about him.
'It's always because of me.'
Unable to watch anymore, Leon turned around and left.
'I can't call myself his friend if I don't even have the courage to avenge him.'
A cold look flashed in his eyes as he thought of his next actions.
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