Chapter 1470 - I’m Sorry, Yun An.

Chapter 1470: I’m Sorry, Yun An.

Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Yun An was very distressed, and his heart ached even more. Li Chen really died for him?
Where do they go from here?
“I am the one who owes him, not you. I don’t want you to carry the responsibility. I thought I could hide it from you forever, but you fell in love with me as Li Chen again. I felt that it was no longer important if you knew the truth. We can still grow old together, and I will still take care of you all my life, but I did not expect that the lie would be broken halfway.”
He bore the responsibilities for everything, and he did not want Yun An to know the truth.
A truth like this was too cruel.
“Y-You…” Yun An had also thought that if Brother Gu was not dead and lived as Li Chen, then where did Li Chen go? The real Li Chen, who was the one who died that year?
He even guessed that Li Chen could be living abroad somewhere where he could not see him, but he never thought that the real Li Chen would be dead.
For him.
This love was so passionate yet so dark. It was really pressurizing.
If someone used their life to love you and sacrificed their short yet magnificent life, could you still feel at peace for being in love with another person? Li Chen really loved him that much.
What should he do?
He loved Gu Yuanan too.
If he could, he was also willing to do anything for him. He could do anything that Li Chen did for him, but he had already lost the opportunity for life.
What about him?
Is he just guilty towards Li Chen or does he have some love for him? Was he moved by Li Chen as well?
Who caused all the fated encounters these five years?
“Yun An, if I told you the truth from the beginning, I’m afraid we can only break up helplessly, and you and I will not have the same five years that we had,” Gu Yuanan said softly. The person he loved was a kind and soft person who would not bear dark history. He would feel guilty at all times.
“But I am very happy that you are still alive,” Yun An said. But so what? He was expecting him to be alive day and night, but he had ushered in such an ending. Yun An found it difficult to accept at the moment.
He felt all sorts of feelings.
“Do you love Li Chen?” This sentence had been lingering in his heart for a long time, but after all, he could not ask it. The words were stuck in his throat several times, and he swallowed it down. He thought Gu Yuanan was dead, but he fell in love with him who was living as Li Chen. Could that be regarded as falling in love with someone new again? Had he ever regretted during this relationship filled with passionate love?
Had he been moved?
He realized that he was a coward. He actually did not dare to ask. He was afraid that he might face a tragedy if he asked again. He was afraid of hearing the answer.
“I need some time to collect my thoughts,” Yun An said and he stumbled out of the pub. He walked aimlessly. He needed to think. It was difficult for a person to digest such things.
If Li Chen was still alive but just living abroad in peace, he may be even unhappier with Gu Yuanan, but he would not have such heavy psychological pressure.
But Li Chen was dead.
There was a gap between them, and he finally knew why Gu Yuanan kept hiding it from him and was unwilling to tell him the truth. It was too cruel, and neither of them could pretend that it never happened.
Gu Yuanan followed him from a distance and did not dare to walk too close for fear of disturbing him.
If it were not for Yun An’s pain, he would not be willing to confess about this matter. He had done everything in the hospital, so how could he let him carry the pain with him? But the lies were snowballing.
If he continued hiding things from him, he might just end up with great regret.