Chapter 204 Emotional breakdown

Ling Sheng was almost a conditioned reflex, his body was one step ahead of his brain, and he subconsciously fought back, but his palm stopped in front of her. He couldn't stop trembling. He retracted his hand and looked at her distressedly with a pair of red eyes. :"Tell me what happened?"
"Get out!" Xia Xia roared, her red eyes pushed her away suddenly, and she asked loudly with hatred: "Why me, Ling Sheng, tell me, why me?"
Ling Sheng didn't know what was going on. When he was pushed away, he ran into the corner of the table behind him, and tears of pain followed. He didn't know what she meant, but he intuitively told her, It may be related to her, trying to calm herself down and asking her: "What happened?"
"I said, I am not Ling Sheng, why are they still reluctant to let me go, why?" The moment Xia Xia saw her, her emotions broke down instantly, pointing to her and crying and shouting: "It's all you, Ling Sheng , It's all you, what they are looking for is you, why me!"
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Those people kept looking for Ling Sheng. What they were looking for was Ling Sheng, not her. She shouted desperately, screaming desperately, telling them that she was not Ling Sheng.
However, no one believes in her, no one helps her, despair, despair, people who have not experienced that kind of despair, will not understand what it feels like to lose all thoughts.
She thought, someone will come to rescue her at that time.
She thought, at that time, those people would believe her.
Xia Xia was emotionally broken, she kept yelling at her, making her roll, hitting her with things, throwing her, crying sad and desperate.
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When Lu Xianzhi came in, what he saw was that Xia Xia was crazy, shouting and cursing at Ling Sheng.
Ling Sheng was covered in water stains, and a large area of ​​red on his forehead, with red eyes and a sad and sad expression in the eyes. He only looked at her quietly and let her beat and scold without moving.
"Enough of you." Lu Xian stepped forward, clasped Xia Xia's arm, and snatched the pillow from her hand: "Stop it, it's none of her business."
"It's her!" Xia Xia's voice was hoarse, her face was full of tears, and she looked up at Lu Xianzhi, as if she had grabbed a straw, watching him cry and cry, as if to gain his approval: "It's her, What they are looking for is her. It is her who should be qj, not me. Why does no one of them listen to me explain and no one believe me?"
Ling Sheng's heart was cold, as if she had fallen into a bottomless ice hole all of a sudden. Every word she said was like the most poisonous knife, cutting her blood drippingly.
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A flood of memories came, dirty, humiliating, and desperate, the memories pressed in the deepest part of my heart, like an appointment, suddenly surged, and the darkness swallowed her whole.
She clearly knew that this was not her memory, it was the memory of the original owner, but when the picture hit, the blood that hit her was still dripping, and her painful head seemed to explode.
She understands, she should understand.
This body has also encountered a situation worse than her current experience. How can she not know what it feels like, the deep hatred, the resentment, the heart is ashamed, she has experienced it all.
But what can be done? Even if you hate and resent again, you still have to live, angry, self-destructive, and ultimately nothing can be changed, only the person closest to you is hurt.
Ling Sheng didn't know what she was feeling now, her limbs were cold, and every cell in her body that could not be stopped was trembling, filled with dark despair. She walked up to her and wanted to hug her, but looked at her hate Rolling eyes, only mutely said: "I know."
she knows.
She knows everything.
"What do you know? You don't know anything!" Xia Xia screamed sternly, stretched out her claws, and grabbed her at her.