Chapter 145 - Jiuan, I’m Here To Accompany You

Chapter 145 - Jiuan, I’m Here To Accompany You

Xing Jiuan was like a shadow as she slowly drifted away from those memories.
She kept seeing one event after another. Even though it had been so long and she felt like she was ready to put it past her, when she suddenly saw all these again, she realized that she still could not let go.
Slowly, she saw the scene of her falling out with Mu Qing.
Every time Xing Jiuan thought of this day, she would hide in her small room and sit in a dark corner. She wished she could kill herself.
She told her beloved senior brother to leave her alone.
She told him that she had a family now.
Senior Brother Mu Qing was anxious and heartbroken.. He told her that the Huo family did not treat her well and his heart ached for her. He asked her to go home.
At that time, for some reason, Xing Jiuan's smile was almost neurotic.
"So what?" she said.
"I'm still their biological child.
"Don't stop me.
"If you do this again, I will die in front of you.
"I will really die in front of you.
"Or I'll break off ties with you."
As she was in the dream, Xing Jiuan could see herself turn around and leave after saying all that. Mu Qing's eyes slowly turned red. One drop, two drops…
She had never seen Mu Qing cry.
Mu Qing had never cried before.
He clenched his fists tightly as blood flowed through the gaps between his fingers. It was as if he could not feel any pain at all as he stared fixedly at Xing Jiuan's back.
After a long time, her back view could no longer be seen. Xing Jiuan went to Mu Qing's side and wanted to touch his hand sadly. However, unsurprisingly, she passed through it.
In her dream, she could not touch Mu Qing.
"Since this is what you want…" Mu Qing's voice was hoarse and desperate. "It'll be as you wish."
Xing Jiuan was so sad that she wanted to hug Mu Qing. Even though she knew that all of this was in her previous life and they would not be like this in this life, she still could not help but feel a sharp pain in her heart.
However, she could not hug him.
The scene before her changed to something else.
This time, she saw Huo Chulan.
Actually, she treated Huo Chulan as an enemy. However, many of the bad things that happened were due to her own choices. Huo Chulan was only responsible for the sins she had suffered in the past and her death.
She looked at Huo Chulan kneeling in front of something unknown and mumbling. She did not know what she was saying. Huo Chulan being like this could make one feel fearful for no reason.
Of course, Xing Jiuan was not afraid of her. She only felt that the surroundings were especially eerie.
It was obviously not a good place.
After Huo Chulan stopped, she suddenly smiled.
She laughed especially loudly, looking like she had gone mad.
"One more month."
Xing Jiuan didn't know what this meant. There was a date beside it, so she took a look.
There was still a month until the day she died.
Later on, she watched some events from her previous life, which seemed to revolve around the same suffering…
However, it made sense. In her previous life, ever since she returned to the Huo family, her life had never been the same.
Everything had changed.
However, she still did not know what had happened to her back then.
Huo Chulan's appearance kept appearing in her mind. That strange thing and strange voice gave her a headache as she played them back in her head.
Could it be…
Xing Jiuan did not continue to think about it. It was too unbelievable.
"Jiuan, I'm here to accompany you."