Chapter 128

Assistant Architect by Xi He Qing Ling
Chapter 128: Breaking Point
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Zhang Siyiblushed and said: "Don’t talk nonsense. We haven’t done it yet!”
Thisquestion is absolutely off-limits. Normally, if he was with a friend to talkdirty, it wasn't an issue, but the object of their discussion is sitting rightnext to them. How can Zhang Siyi talk about it!?
Stillcurious, Tao Fei continued: "What? You haven't done it? How long have you beentogether?"
Zhang Siyicoughed: “Only half a month.”
Tao Fei:“How long have you known each other?
Zhang Siyi:“Half a year…”
Tao Fei:“Shit no! You have been acquainted with one another for such a long timeand now that you are together, you still aren't motivated to do it yet? Youmust have a problem!"
Zhang Siyi:“…”
Tao Feishook his head and in an overly dramatic exaggerated way he said: “I mustsay, it certainly doesn’t seem like you really are together.”
Zhang Siyivehemently responded: “We are!”
From besidehim, Tao Fei glanced at Zhang Siyi and squinted. He questioned: "If you likedeach other so much, then why were you strangers for more than six months beforesuddenly falling in love?"
Since TaoFei was right on the money, Zhang Siyi was powerless to rebuke. Indeed, Gu Yuand Zhang Siyi experienced a long period self-torment due to their secret love ofeach other.
Tao Feiadded: “Generally speaking, in the initial stages of a relationship,otherwise known as the blackout period of sanity, couples have a love period forabout three months. During this time, the human body and brain are affected bydopamine. The impact of the high levels of hormones in the body causes theperson to be in a blind state of love. They can’t see each other’s shortcomingsand feel that everything they do is cute and perfect. What's more, not only arethey in each other's thoughts every minute of the day, they also want to bewith each other physically and be intimate. Do you feel way?”
The accuracyin which Tao Fei described his current state, shocked Zhang Siyi. Day in andday out, Zhang Siyi felt like his life wasn't complete without Gu Yu. Does thefeeling really only last for three months? Zhang Siyi always wondered why Gu Yuliked him so much. Was it purely the effects of the dopamine? What will happenafter three months? Will Gu Yu calm down and change his mind?
……
Mulling itover in his mind for a minute, Zhang Siyi eagerly wanted to hear what Tao Feiwould say next so he frankly answered: "Yes."
However,his answer is based on the fact that Tao Fei does not know that he and Gu Yuare a pair. Since the premise of the discussion was set up as a girlfriend,Zhang Siyi's answer is equivalent to describing his feelings for a woman thatdoesn't exist. In society, since people default to women to play the passiverole in a relationship and traditionally men are supposed to take theinitiative to act, Zhang Siyi is answering Tao Fei in a way that suggests hewas the one to initiate their romance. However,in this case Zhang Siyi is more in line with the role of the passive party.
When heanswered Tao Fei, Zhang Siyi subconsciously looked in Gu Yu's direction.Seemingly without care, Gu Yu was reclining casually on the bed while browsingpages of the iPad without saying a word.
Watching GuYu's lack of interest, Zhang Siyi suddenly felt a little depressed. After all,Gu Yu knows that Zhang Siyi is talking about him and he expected Gu Yu to atleast glance over at him, but instead Gu Yu isn't smiling or even acknowledginghim. What the hell?!
Fortunately,Tao Fei's next question brought back Zhang Siyi attention: "If you want to, thenwhy not? In my opinion, having sex is the way to confirm your relationship.What have you been doing for two weeks? If I were you, I would overwhelm herlike a hungry tiger!"
Zhang Siyi:“…”
At thebeginning, he also wanted to pounce on Gu Yu, but he did not know how to. Notonly that, but in his attempt to seduce Gu Yu, he was the one overthrown andforced into submission. So embarrassing!
Tao Fei:“So, are you just patient or does she not want it?"
Zhang Siyi:“…”
On thecontrary, in the present situation it's not about Gu Yu, but Zhang Siyi. Hehasn't been able to accept the notion of his bottom being penetrated. (=_=)
Seeing thatZhang Siyi did not answer, Tao Fei glanced down and questioned: “Or is it,that you aren't confident with your skills in bed?”
“Pfft–!”ZhangSiyi choked.
Tao Feikept Gu Yu in his line of sight as he spoke to Zhang Siyi. – Damn it! He doesn't even respond to this!
Not wantingto talk about himself further, Zhang Siyi quickly changed the topic: "Don'tpatronize me. What about you?"
WatchingZhang Siyi reaction, Tao Fei's eyes lit up. – This little fool's problems are really wonderful!Hey Brother, I'll continue to add more fuelto the fire. Listening to your lover, how long will it take for you to act?!
Tao Feisighed: "What do you mean, what about me?"
Zhang Siyi:“With your androgynous image, I don’t understand whether you like men orwomen. Do you have a girlfriend?”
Laughingout loud, Tao Fei winked at Zhang Siyi and asked sweetly: “What do youthink?”
Zhang Siyi brokeout in goose bumps: “How should I know!?”
The firsttime Zhang Siyi saw Tao Fei he did suspect that Tao Fei was gay, but in thesubsequent days of contact, he also felt that Tao Fei character was completelystraight. He simply liked to joke around.
With a mischievousgrin, Tao Fei said: “I have always thought that I'm straight.”
Zhang Siyi:“Eh? Before? So how do you feel now?
Tao Fei:“However, recently I like a person who is a man."
Zhang Siyi:“…” Why is this experience so similar to him!?
Feelinglike he was ambushed over his sexual problems, Zhang Siyi was surprised at howfrank Tao Fei admission was. How could Tao Fei say something so unscrupulously?In the eyes of others, is he not afraid of what other people think about him?On second thought, with Tao Fei arrogant character, he probably wouldn't careabout the opinion of others.
In a longdraw out sad tone, Tao Fei joked: "But I only just learned that the person Ilike belongs to someone else."
Zhang Siyiwas stunned and immediately remembered what he had previously suspected aboutTao Fei feelings for Gu Yu. Zhang Siyi was on high alert.
The roomfell into a strange silence and after a few seconds Zhang Siyi found thecourage to inquire: "What kind of person do you like?"
Tao Feiglanced at him and said: “Since we work in the same company, you know him."
Zhang Siyi:"……" Fuck !!! This guy really likes Gu Yu! Is it appropriate to admit it inthe presence of Gu Yu?
But ZhangSiyi couldn't stop Tao Fei's desire to confide in him: “He isn't as handsomeas me and he isn't as capable as me.”
Zhang Siyi:“!!!” Are you so fuckingnarcissistic? Gu Yu is so much better than you!!!
Tao Fei:“He doesn't earn as much as I do and he is shorter them me."
Zhang Siyi:“…” Huh?
….. If I'm notmistaken, Gu Yu earned more than Tao Fei. Zhang Siyi did not pay much attentionto their height, but it seems that Tao Fei is a little taller than Gu Yu.
Tao Fei continued:“Originally, I thought he also liked me a bit. Before, he secretlycollected the drawings that I had thrown in the trash and kept them."
Zhang Siyi:“…” Wait a minute! There mustbe some kind of misunderstanding!!! (=益=)
Tao Fei:“Later, I discovered it was unrequited. It turned out that he already hadsomeone he likes.”
Zhang Siyi:“…%￥#@….” What the fuck isthis! The person Tao Fei likes was himself?
“Besides,the person he likes is someone I respect very much. They love each other……"Tao Fei sighed deeply and looked at Zhang Siyi in sorrow with a wounded expressionand deep affection in his eyes and said: "I'm a gentleman so I won't take hislove away. I wish them happiness."
Like astiff, frightened cat, Zhang Siyi’s hair is all raised and he squeezed himselftight from the top to his bottom. He didn’t even know what type of expressionto use to face him…. Oh my God! The man Tao Fei actually likes is him! How isthat possible!? Since Tao Fei tone was so serious, Zhang Siyi was defenselessand unable to comment.
Pleadingfor help, Zhang Siyi briefly eyed Gu Yu. When their eyes met, the magic currentappeared between them again.
Cold airengulfed them as the blanket was suddenly lifted off the bed!
Tao Fei:“…” (o..o)
Zhang Siyi:“…” (o..o)
Gu Yu stoodsullenly on the bedside staring coldly at Tao Fei: “That's enough.”
Pretendingto be innocent Tao Fei said: “What?”
Gu Yudirectly looked at Zhang Siyi and snapped: “Zhang Siyi, come here.”
As if hewas granted amnesty, Zhang Siyi slowly moved from one bed to the other.
Discontent,Tao Fei looked at Gu Yu and questioned: “What are you doing?”
"When are you going to stop playing dumb?" Gu Yu angrily yelled at Tao Fei than pulled Zhang Siyi over to his side. In front of Tao Fei face, he pushed down Zhang Siyi and kissed him ferociously.
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