Chapter 187 - Shaken

Chapter 187: Shaken
“So you can’t blame me for that!” she told him indignantly.
“Alright, even if I don’t blame you for having such a thought, why do you still think that he belongs to you? No matter what, he has married your sister already. Why did you have to snatch him from her?”
“What do you mean by snatch? I just want to retrieve what is rightfully mine in the first place!” Now, she reckoned there must be something wrong with the boy. How many times did she need to remind him that she was not trying to take the man away from her sister? That man belonged to her in the first place!
“…!”
“Regardless, he is your brother-in-law. Aren’t you ashamed at the thought of wanting to bed your sister’s husband?” He could not understand why the girl of his dreams still had that thought even after the man had married Mu Huan!
“Why do I need to feel ashamed? He belongs to me in the first place. I’m rightfully pursuing what is mine! The shameful one should be Mu Huan! She keeps hanging on to my man, her sister’s man!”
“…!”
F*ck!
He was totally disgusted with her sense of morality!
By then, the girl had subconsciously realized that she had said things that should not be said. Still, there was nothing she could do with the words that she had just uttered. She could only try her best to justify herself. “I know you must find me unbelievable and immoral. But you also have to admit that Bao Junyan is a rare find, right? He’s the man of every girl’s dreams, and yet, he belongs to Mu Huan now instead of me. I should be his wife, rightfully, so how could I swallow the fact without putting up a good fight?
“Honestly, I also know that it’s impossible between me and him, but I wanted to try my very best to fight for him. At least I’d know then, and there would be no regrets because I’d tried my best.” These were, at least, her heartfelt words.
She was not foolish enough to realize that she had no chance when Bao Junyan gave her the cold treatment. He was not a man that she could have even with her darndest efforts.
But she could not resist him. Just like how a moth was attracted to bright light, he was simply irresistible for her!
She could not help blaming Bao Junyan at this juncture. If not for his heartless attitude toward her, she would not have fallen for the gigolo who had treated her like a princess! She would not have ended up in such a pathetic state like this now!
And then, she started to hate Mu Huan as well. After all, she had two chances to marry Bao Junyan but her half-sister had robbed her of the opportunities time and time again! Now, she just wanted her sister to die!
She would not hesitate to destroy Mu Huan when she got the power and opportunity!
Although the boy found her idea too novel and stupid, her reasoning seemed justifiable. Just like what she had explained, every woman wanted a man like Bao Junyan, and she was no different.
So her action would seem acceptable if she had acted on impulse, trying to win back the Prince Charming who was supposed to be hers.
Nevertheless, he still could not accept the fact that his Little Star had turned into someone like this now. It made him want to bring her to a brain surgeon just to have her brain checked!
He wanted to confirm if the illness she had suffered in the past had wiped off most of her brain cells and if there was a way to remedy the unfortunate situation!
Although he had felt that she did not live up to his ideal image when he first met her, he was still happy to have found her.
Thus, he wanted to pursue her and had asked for her hand.
But now…
It seemed that his steadfast belief got badly shaken instead!
He did not know if he would continue to have the same thought if they continued in this way…