Chapter 1477 - What Is Love (32)

Chapter 1477: What Is Love (32)
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Just then, Fu Siye walked in.
When he saw Shangguan Yu, his face was full of surprise.
Shangguan Yu: “…”
It had to be said that his acting skills were getting better and better. He clearly knew that she was here, and he had deliberately asked Mu Huan to invite her over. It was so that he could meet her but he could act as if he had really met her coincidentally and didn’t know that she would be here.
She met Fu Siye’s surprised and expectant eyes.
Shangguan Yu instinctively looked away. She knew what he was expecting, but… she had not thought about it yet.
The more she dragged it out, the more she didn’t want to think about their problems. Hence, after three months, not only did Shangguan Yu not think about how she and Fu Siye should go on, but she also didn’t want to think about it.
Although the current situation wasn’t very good, she didn’t want to make a decision either. This was because she couldn’t be as determined as before. She couldn’t love him firmly and be with him like she did when she lost her memory, and she couldn’t be as determined as before to never interact with him again.
After losing her child, Shangguan Yu had completely given up on Fu Siye. For the past three years, no matter what he did, her heart had never wavered. She felt that it was completely impossible between him and her. That she would never be with him again in this life.
At that time, she was so determined.
But now, she was no longer as determined as before. Her mentality that she thought would never change had changed.
Sometimes, a person’s mental state would change very suddenly. Even she didn’t expect it. She didn’t know that she could change.
But even if it had changed…
She had not returned to how she was when wanted to be with him so much.
Hence, she was stuck in a dilemma.
It was fine when she couldn’t see Fu Siye and she could suppress her thoughts. Now that she saw him and met his expectant eyes, she couldn’t help but think about what she should do and how they should go on.
However, she couldn’t think of anything. Just thinking about it gave her a headache and made her feel terrible.
Hence…
She looked up at Fu Siye. “Are you leaving or am I leaving?”
Fu Siye’s eyes, which were sparkling with anticipation, instantly darkened. He wanted to say something, but in the end, he said, “I’ll leave.”
In the past three years, he had said everything he could say and had done everything he could. There was actually nothing else he could say.
If she didn’t want to see him, he could only disappear from her sight.
Shangguan Yu looked at his departing back and her heart suddenly ached.
She loved him so much…
Shangguan Yu had given up on Fu Siye and could no longer be with him, but it wasn’t that she didn’t love him anymore.
She still loved him. Her love for Fu Siye had long penetrated deep into her bones. Unless she died, that love would always be there.
Previously, she had given up and was so determined to divorce Fu Siye because she had lost her child. It made her hate herself, hate Fu Siye, hate herself so much that she couldn’t make herself happy, and she couldn’t be with Fu Siye anymore.
And now, because she had this child and because she had lost her memory after being hypnotized, her mental state had changed. She could not be as determined as before and force herself not to care about him.
Hence, her heart ached when she saw his lonely back. She even wanted to ask him to stay.
But in the end, she did not speak.
She thought that she still needed time, time to completely fade that pain.
Seeing this, Mu Huan and Bo Junyan did not say anything. They had to think this through themselves.
After Fu Siye left the main house, he did not leave the Bo family residence.