Chapter 41: Regrets

Matteo's Pov

The moment I bit her, with my claws digging in her skin it was the moment I regret what I did.

My anger overtake me and it wasn't Thunder who initiated it I did this on my own. He has been fighting
for dominance when I was chasing her through the crowd, in the end I completely won and bit her, but
not marking her.6

My hate for her rejecting me blinded my thoughts that I forgot I am the one hurting her and she did it
because she was in pain.

I say most hateful things to her tonight and plus I was going to mate Quinn and not her.

I watch her lying there on the ground bath with her own blood. Kevin and his team mates who were
near the incident came crowding around her.

"Addasah, oh my Addasah"

Her friends Gia and Cora came running into the crowd towards her pushing Kevin away who was to
take her in his arms.

Cora gathers her in her arms crying out for help. While Gia stood there in shock, her hands shaking
then she avert her gaze at me.

Her eyes filled with hate "what the fuck did you do to her?" she yells at me and I growl at her.

"You will not disrespect your future Alpha" my voice booming the whole place making her bow in
submission.



Cora cries out loud "Addasah, please anyone call the pack doctor" Jay who also rushes through the
crowd stood there in stunned then he look at me then back down to her.

He quickly drop down on his knees before Cora and scoop her up in his arms helping her friend.

"What have I done?" I stagger back gripping my hair Thunder growl to the crowd and they all bow in
submission.

My wolf has that much authority over everyone as I am still acting as an Alpha and plus I am an Alpha's
heir.

I look around then to the sight of Jay and her friends running out of the stadium. I turn around and rush
out of there shifting into his form.

I push my legs to run faster into the woods until I made it back to my own cabin a little bit far from the
pack house and almost out of the territory border.

The cabin I built when I was fifteen, it was a place I use to go if anything happens to me like a time right
now.

Quinn was the only one I brought here in this place once. The first time I dated her I took her here that
was before I met Addasah, my mate.3

I turn back in to my human form crying in front of the door, feeling a little heart broken for what I have
done tonight. I regret hurting her tonight and using her to only choose Quinn in the end.3

I did convince her to love me and she admitted it but I wasn't sure if I was in love with her. Saying I love
to her back was the only thing I thought was right to say at the moment.

The truth is I am happy when I was with her, she was my only source of happiness in those days we
were together. It always felt like we're the only two people in this whole world.



My body starts to heat up Thunder was trying to take control, he began to claw at our own skin. Then
we started to break everything outside and inside of this cabin.

He also did a numerous number on me clawing at my skin and trying to kill me with my own hands at
the same time.1

We ended up in my own room and by that time we were both exhausted so I sat down in the room
leaning against the wall.

I watch my own blood painted all over the walls, the evidence of my wolf punishing me for hurting our
Mate and me hating myself for breaking her heart.

The door opens I heard "oh my moon goddess" I snarl when I find Quinn there.

I bare my fangs at her "get the fuck out" if she hadn't run behind my back and told my father that I am
with Addasah and not her none of this would have happened.

I told her to be patience, a little more time as I needed to tell Addasah about everything. I just need
time as it was only yesterday or should I say days ago that we confess our love for each other.

Yes I was going to confess to her about everything, me using her and making her falling for me. I
wanted to tell her that and also for her to know that I lied about my friends not knowing anything.

Yet nothing goes in my way as Quinn was impatient. She called my father and told him that I was
seeing Addasah and I was falling for her.

She fucking told him everything including the fact that she is my mate.

So my father did call and arrange our mating tonight no matter how much I beg him to give me time but
he wouldn't. He even put his Beta and gamma to watch and monitor my every moves, this all happens
without Lyndon's knowledge.



I have convinced him that her parents does not know we're Mate even though I knew that her mother
already knows, it's a least I could do for her.

My father was so determined in not letting me be with Addasah and I wonder why he wouldn't want
given that she's a daughter of a top warrior in his pack.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" she sobs trying to reach for me but I snarl at her.

"I told you to fucking wait, to give me time but you wouldn't" I gritted my teeth.

"I'm sorry but I saw the way you were with her at the Crescent Pack's Park" she sobs.

"The way you held and kisses her, it was so different from when we were together" she wipe off her
tears "you look very much in love with her, so that's why I did what I do,"5

she tries again but I yank her hands away. "Matteo," she cries "I love you please understand"

I growl at her "stay the fuck away from me" she sobs louder but this time I didn't care.

I stood up with my hands on the wall to support my limb body.

"Cry all you want but the fucking mating ceremony is off"

I walk out of there to go back to the Pack house and pack my clothes. I freshen up myself before linking
the Beta that the mating ceremony is off. I place the note on my dad's desk and pull my duffle bag over
my shoulder.

I link Jay to where Addasah is and he told me they are at the pack main hospital waiting for her
parents.

Afterwards I made my way to the hospital just to see her



"Hey, is she okay?" I ask Jay at the corner afraid to be seen by her friends.

"She's stable now, why did you it?" he looks angry at me.

"She rejected me" I hiss at him

"and you were going to mate Quinn, shouldn't you be happy, isn't this what you want?" annoying with
his question I growl at him

"No."

He look stunned "I don't know, I just broke things with Quinn"

"so you're staying with Addasah" he ask

"no, I am going away but please let me know when she wakes up."

I was to walk away but he stops me.

"Wait let me check" he went to check but only to came running back cursing to himself then I heard
sirens went on.

"Dude, your father is here and they are looking all over for you. He's warriors are tracking you"

"fuck" I curses.

"Let me know when she wakes up and don't tell anyone I was here"

I hug him and sneak out of there making my way to Aaron's Pack.


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