Chapter 79: Discourse

I wanted to go home as my head started to ache maybe because it was from the drinks I drank and the
club lights.

"So I heard from your friends awhile ago that you don't remember anything"

I turn towards Kevin and Kaiser who were sitting opposite from me in our VIP booth. I should have
gone with Matteo when others won a dare against him and drag him on the dance floor.

"It's funny I wonder how you will react when you have them back" I don't speak but rather my attention
was on the crowd before us.

"I think you're falling for the wrong guy, I don't think he's a qualified mate"

Kaiser chuckle at what Kevin said taking a sip of his drink. I avert my gaze to him "and who do you
think is qualified enough? You" I ask and they both remain silent

"Trust me, he's way more qualified than you. If you think you can have a chance with me" I point to
myself "beat it" I quote Matteo's previous words.

"You're not him and you can never be him to me," I stood up to go but his words made me stop "you're
only saying this because you don't remember what he has done."

Kevin stood up and made his way towards me chucking another drink. Kaiser tries to stop him but he
shrug it off his hands. He stood before me with his proud look as if he has all the right cards to play but
I won't even feed up his ego.

"You'll regret it Addasah and I can't wait for that day" he winks at me and about to move away when I
held back his arm.



I stood before him straight and tall "Kevin, you see I do remember what he did to me" I lie and Kevin
look at me with disbelief.

Like I said I'm not going to boost his ego "therefore I won't regret it. The only thing I regret is
encountering people like you who are best friend with my man and yet for a girl you're willing to betray
him" with that I made my way to the dance floor searching for Matteo and the others.

Yet I couldn't even find them, so I stood there in the middle with my thoughts on my past and what I am
experiencing now.

Truth be told, I wanted to know and remember what really happened but there is always a part of me
that is afraid of knowing everything. I am afraid to be unhappy when yet I am happy now with him.

Therefore, I'll try and avoid it as clearly to others it seems my past is not even that good.

Trying to forget Kevin and Kaiser's words I move my hips to the music shaking my head and losing
myself a bit. I felt hands on my waist and I knew it wasn't Matteo but just a stranger who need some
body to grind on.

Therefore, when I felt his body move against mine I try to pull away as it felt disgusting to me but the
ass just grip my waist and ass. I push him once again and the stupid idiot wouldn't bother.

Suddenly his hand was rip away from me and replaced with sparks and butterflies. He then was drag
by the guards out with a bloody nose and a bruised face.

Matteo slightly kisses my neck while holding me securely in his arms. He is probably trying to calm
himself and his wolf down.2

"I want to go home" I told him and he lifted me up in his arms after giving me a long French kiss in the
middle of the crowd. He made me sit on the stool near the bar "hey you're okay" he cup my face with



the palm of his hands.

"It's just my head" I replied "I want to go home" I rest my head on his chest.

"Oh my is she okay?" I heard Gia asking wit concerns then follow by Cora. The two almost created a
commotion which made others gaze in our way and thinks that something huge happened.

Too tired to speak I look up at Matteo for his help "ladies, she's fine and wanted to go home" they both
turn to me and I hug my man closer.

"Pshh the bitch just wants to get laid" Cora shouted through the music making more people around us
glance at me.

I blush burying my face to Matteo's chest hoping that no one see me as it's so embarrassing now.

"Shut up" I say without even looking at them which earn a laughter around me.

We bid our goodbye and Matteo was about to swoop me off of my feet but then I push him away and
quickly walk to the exit. I could hear people saying Alpha to him as he followed after me.

When we arrived home everyone has gone to bed. All lights of the Pack house were off except for the
front door. We walk side by side with our hands brushing together before he held mine into his firmly.

I kick off my shoes once inside the house. Matteo held them up and lead me to the nearest couch. He
sat down on the floor and started to rub my aching feet.

I stare at him as he massage it and it got me thinking of what we talk about earlier in the restaurant.

"Matt" he stops massaging my leg and glance up at me "Matt" he repeated and I nod my head "or
should I call you Mattie boo" he laugh lightly squeezing my hand.



"Anything that would satisfy my baby" he winks at me with his hand gliding over my leg to my thighs
and I push it away playfully.

"Matt, about us dating what does it mean to our bond?" I ask him nervously and went on to say more "I
mean do we have to mark each other and Mate" I bit my lip nervously.

He gave me a smile and came up to sit next to me taking my hand into his then he faces me.

"I won't force you to do it or even pressuring you with it. Yes I am your mate and we are dating now but
I want you to have your memories back before we do it," he caress my cheek and I lean in to his warm
touch.

"I know when you have them back you need to decide before doing it. Now is not the time because I
don't want you to regret us" I could see that somehow he's feeling hurt.

"I won't regret" I say touching his face.

"and if I have a son" he says nervously and I slap his arms "I won't regret us and I don't want you to
have a son to another woman because then I'll regret" I sigh sitting on his lap with both my hands on
his shoulder.

Matteo stiffened a little and I went on to explain my reason. It may be too quick for us to talk about
these things but I want to be honest with my feelings and my thoughts on everything starting with a
child.

I lock my hands behind his head with my fingers brushing his back hair. "not us but the fact that he's
not mine and yours" he take a deep breath.2

"and if it's before this," he gesture between the two of us and again I wasn't expecting that question but
I'll be honest.2



"I'll see from your perspective and try to understand everything" I place a kiss on his lips.

"Why are you asking anyway?" I pull back narrowing my eyes on him.

"I just want to know the alternative of our relationship if it comes to that situation" he say pulling me
closer on top of him.

He kiss me on the lips again and I began to move my hips "because Addasah I love you so much that I
don't want to lose you" I smile kissing him back.2

Things were becoming heated I pull away whispering to him "where to? Your room or mine?" I ask and
he shut me up with a kiss then suddenly I felt myself being lifted from his lap.

I wrap my legs tighter around him as he stood up and carry me back to my room.

He put me on the bed as he trail kisses from my neck up to my lips. Then he kiss me on the forehead.

We both smile at each other then I felt his hands detaching my legs from my waist.

He kiss me again on the lips "have a good sleep babe" I groan pushing him away and turn my back to
him.

I heard him laugh at me "goodnight babe" he gave me one last goodnight kiss before going out shutting
the door behind him.

I could sense something or rather someone is in my room. I sniff the air again and could sense fade
scents of two wolves in my room.

I bolt right up pulling off the duvet and about to get out but a silver knife is held close to my throat. I
hear my closet door open and a figure emerge from it. I couldn't clearly see his face as it was a little bit
dark in the room.



He slowly walked towards my bed and once he reach the foot he stops and smile at the person next to
me

"Well, nice to see you filthy bitch and please meet my right hand man" he motion to the one holding a
knife to my throat. I turn my head aside to find his accomplice smiling at me wickedly.

My eyes widen in surprise and he gave me a wink before reaching for me while his knife is still at my
throat.


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