Chapter 48: Secrets And Goodbyes

Matteo's Pov

I can't believe what I just heard from my father some part of me wanted to denied it but his words has
already gotten in my head.

His threats has completely won over me. I did not know my mother elope with someone else who was
not an Alpha.

I always thought she chose another by coming clean to my father yet that wasn't the case at all.

Precisely the prisoner namely James who escape from the cell was the one who tries to elope with my
mother.

Addasah's father was best friends with those two, another surprising info for me.

My father said my mother brought her friends from her old packs, he didn't approve of it but she made
him do it.

She made him believe and blindly he trusted her as she was his Mate. So they all were accepted and
stays together in the pack house without him knowing my mother's evil scheme behind his back.1

She has planned to betray him and the pack. The three of them were also willing to sell them off to the
rogues and hunters who has been planning on conquering their lands.

The three were going to escape when the massacre occur but it was the gamma who found out about
the scheme and told my dad about it before it happens.

On proposed night of the massacre they pretend to know nothing about it so they watch every move
they make and when the rogues attacks they knew what to do.



His Beta and others deals with the fight while he chase after my mother.

Yet once they arrived there was another fight that already broke our there and my mother was already
lifeless body was on the ground.

Lyndon kills almost one hundred wolves consist of hunters and rogues cold heartedly and James was
no near to be found.

So they took the traitor in and announced him as his top warrior instead of being the traitor.

I asked him why but only told me that Addasah's father is a special wolf and as a future Alpha I might
need his strength to protect our pack.

I know now that my father is only using Addasah's father. So I try my luck and beg him I want to try my
relationship with Addasah but he dismissed me cold heartedly.

He didn't want me, his son to be friends with a traitors daughter that's why he always ask me whenever
he saw us around each other.

Indeed once he found out we're Mate he even hates them more. He completely ban me from mating
her or choose her as my mate.

My dad threatened me that he's going to expose Lyndon's doing to everyone including his identity that
he won't even tell me at all.

He also reminded me of what happens to the traitors. This I clench my fist tighter.

For anyone who brand as a traitor would be executed and not him but his whole family will be slaughter
and I don't want that to happen

"You wouldn't want that right Matteo?" I sat there staring at him not knowing what to do.



"Then consider me not your son anymore, stripped me off of my birth rights into this family" my father
scoff.

"You see I can't Matteo now make a choice," I sat there wishing that this wasn't real.

"Matteo" he kept on repeating my name while I sat there thinking deeply.

I just promised Addasah to be a better mate for her. My eyes shut and I was hoping this is just a
nightmare unfortunately it is not.

"Matteo, time is ticking and you know our Beta with our warriors are waiting outside of her house for my
orders. One wrong choice and she is long gone Matteo along with her grandma" my eyes widen.

My father looks at me with amusement and I snarl at him.

"Everyone in that house will dies if you don't make the right choice now Matteo" he grab his whisky
bottle and drinks it.

"1" he counted" two"

"fine I'll take the deal, I won't be her mate" he smile at me with sinister then I felt something twist
around my leg.

I look to find an anklet that I didn't know exist not until now when it twist around and lock on my right leg
automatically.

"What's this?"

"to keep tracks of your whereabouts" he said like it was nothing. That what he's doing to me now is
nothing.



I despise my dad now, how could he do this to his son. I hated him officially and all those bullshit he
told me I won't even believe it until I confirmed it with my own eyes.

I wanted to challenge him so bad but Thunder told me I wasn't ready besides I have to think of
Addasah and her family.

Hate keeps biling up in me cursing the man I use to idolise. Today he officially cross the line and until
death I'll never want to call him my father.

"How could you do this to your own son" I spat at him and standing up I made my way to the door

"I hope you won't try anything funny Matteo" he calls out to me but I shut it in his face.

I never slept that night because in my head I was only thinking of Addasah and when morning came
here I am at her home hiding from the woods and waiting for the time she leave.

After four hours I finally get to see her with her bags and suitcases being putting inside the car.

I wanted to be there and hug her for one last time but I couldn't.

"Addasah"

I whisper repeating her name over and over again, hoping the wind would carry it to her and for her to
hear me out.

I watches her leave in the car waving goodbye to her parents, friends and nana Gloria.

I wanted to be there, I do desperately want to be the last person she hugs before she goes. If I knew
yesterday was my last day near her I would have held onto her tight while she sleeps.2

The car moves and my legs move with it, I was still in the woods hiding from everyone.



I try and catch up with the car, I sped up my speed ready to pounce on it stopping her from leaving and
kidnapped her right here but the alarm of the anklet stops me.

The reminder that I cannot go near her or do what I'm about to do.

Will she ever forgive me if I let her parents die I thought aside then I stopped myself from running.

Tears welled up in my eyes as the car began to get further away from my vision.

"Goodbye Addasah"

I couldn't control my emotions and I ended up breaking down into tears and fell on my knees.

Thunder clawing at our walls trying to push through but he couldn't so we howl one last time for our
mate before I walk away with my heart breaking into pieces and my tears never stops falling from my
eyes.

I know I am going to break her heart again once she returns but it's either that or she dies.

She will degrade me as a liar or even worse Kills me for my lies but I know one thing is not a lie

And that my heart now beats and only long for Addasah.


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